dulu kini dan selamanya

seriously, i have nothing in mind to write the title...although, it is an important part of an article..i'm not writing an article, am i? anyway, just caught myself with works and all kind of distractions. balancing research, religion, distractions and family, and also for myself (gym mostly) is not easy! gosh!
now and then, still i'm concentrating to meteorology, even though oceanography probably another branch that i need too look at in these days...hopefully, by gaining info about oceanography, i can further the knowledge to tsunami modelling which include seismology..! yayay! seismology is always my top fav.
got to go..now, i'm watching g.i.joe while reading basics on physical oceanography...i hope to fully cover this basics and start doing my research.
AND MOST OF THE TIME, THAT KEEPS MY MOTIVATION AHEAD IS EXERCISING... u dont know how exercising can do to you until you try it! refreshing and giving you a hell of confidence with yourself!
me: almost done with distractions...but almost..almost..

sensing the daily activity..

i hope i have already got enough time adapting with career changing life...for god sake, almost 4 months already! heh,heh... anyway, now that i realize how i can deal with all kind of thing (most probably, and highly hopefully) i can prioritize something - with a hope that i can strongly do my ibadah and not to forget, parents, guys...parents!
now, i can see that exercise-go doing research-go to gym - continue reading a bit + internet-socializing+watching series/movies....

and by concentrating fully on my routine on weekdays, i can have fun on weekend! yessaa..!
and the most important shit other than my research routine is getting rid of this love-handle..fatttsssss!!! i hate it! ggrrrhhh!!!

me: crushing! david archuleta song crush mood...

Anxiety Attack

I hate it when i have anxiety attack. mild one, not psychological clinically whatever u call it. anyway, it's all about my research and my 'waist-line' problem cross over the prior problem. then, the anxiety attack 'baamm!'(in a sense of lack of words already) ..that's it... and as the hours go by, the feeling slowly lessen, and at a minimum stage after my gym session. huuu~

100/4 years old

today! yes today is my bday. i have nothing to write actually, just ..err..posting something on this date would b great.
i shall get back to work.

I'm screwed if .....

got idea from ezanee's blog to write this ...

I'm screwed if i think i can finish my master by Dec 2010, but goddammit, I'm gonna try (totally plagiarism, but change a bit...) hahaha..true.. I did ask my prof, if it possible to finish my research by Dec 2010. Sounds possible but really, it will take 16 hours a day work and five days a week.. (except weekend)...that was what Prof said at his open house party. anyhow, as i asked him the possibility, he replied.."well....." - the usual sign of him to a various possible answers. He said i can, but it needs hardwork and i have to have a clear path on what, or which way my research in going to. i will try my effing best to finish on time! not only because i need to be fast for the UKM offer (after i finished this UM), but also for not having to spend more money for the master.

i'm screwed if i think i can get six-pack by the end of october, but goddamit, i'm gonna work for it! I will. since i just registered at the cheapest and nearest gym i found, i will work hard for that. huhuh~ well, i hope i can put aside all kind of distractions and i need to concentrate at my diet. my last time at gym (consistently visiting gymnasium) was when i was at IIUM, 2 years ago. long time huh! since then, i just do capoeira, bit of jog, hike and of course my samba aerobic in my room. hahahahaha! now, since i get back in gym, i'll do my best. and now as i said before, i need to concentrate on my diet. totally. i almost got minimize my carb intake. but sugar? not easy. huhu..

me: excited for tomorrow's class. i want to menyibuk at undergrad class' climatology, just for fun. huuuu~

3 months already?

Wow...3 months already. well, exactly 3 month on the 7th Oct.
What i have achieved during this 3 months in National Antarctic Research Center, UM? Brainstorming, reading essential thing (since my background is Math, not Meterorology), brainstorming, learn scripting, brainstorming, learn GrADS, brainstorming, learn by myself Dynamic Meteorology (damn HARD!), brainstorming on my research paper..... well...i should say, it's not much! i wish i could be more hardworking for the past 3 months, but i couldn't resist the distractions...HELP!

me: enjoying my messy life...almot messy...hweeehehehehe~

Brigaaaaaaaa!!!!!! Ganbatteeee...!!! Hwaitingg!!!!!!!! Berusahaaaaa!!!!!

We had a chat yesterday..yes, it was me, my supervisor( prof A), and a bunch of my research friends... and prof said, he used to work 16hrs a day ..calculating... 24-16 = 8 - just for sleep??, there's no life!!! great! owh..except that he wasn't working on the weekend. that what i did actually-the weekend- but not the 16 hours a day...i shoukd start doing that ! yes, i should. ok, i should start now...

me: i have so much to write here but blank-ed everytime i click the 'New Post' tab..huh~